week nineteen.

If i could come back, i would love to be a tiny little puppy. Everyone loves tiny puppies. No one thinks that they are ugly. So then i would always get treated nicely. People would always come by me and say "Aww! She is soooo cute!" I would never be treated badly. I wouldnt want to be something that is bad because then i would be treated badly.

BUT! Alec just brought to my attention (I am aggravated that i didnt come up with this myself) that i would be a cheetah. That literally fits me perfectly because i am in love with cheetah printed things. I would make the perfect cheetah. Cheetahs would even be proud that i became a cheetah.

Sorry this blog is boring/horrible.

week eighteen.

Chinese food always makes me really happy. i love it. And anytime i ever see my best friend Chelsea i am instantly happier. Alec is always making me laugh so i suppose i get happy when i see him too. Seeing little tiny puppies is a good thing to bring up my mood. Or itty bitty babies. Pinterest is always a nice way to lift my mood. I love to see pictures of California for some reason. I get happy when i get my paycheck. Anytime i get to go to Chicago is definitely one of the best things to make me super duper happy. BUT the thing that makes me the happiest EVER is my man Dwyane Wade :)

week seventeen.

High school seniors are awesome. Even though this year really isnt that great. The only senior that wouldnt be interesting is Alec. but thats not important. I would try to make my life sound more interesting. Id make myself look rich too lol. Id make high school seem awesome. Id make it look like high school was how it was in TV. Students could do whatever they wanted. People watching the show would be able to see how funny i really am. And me and chelsea would actually talk all the time in school instead of getting told to be quiet. Actually, i would make high school look like it is in the TV show One Tree Hill (ask Lizzy, she would agree). That would be the best TV show ever if it was like One Tree Hill.

week sixteen.

2013 has been a great year. My junior year i was a slacker, so lets keep that part out of it. this school year i have been doing soo much better. The summer of 2013 wasnt a bad summer, just wish i would have spent more time with my friends. I am soo upset about graduating high school. Im not so much going to miss high school, but my class. it will feel so weird not seeing everyone everyday, I wont have my best friend Chelsea to just laugh about over the dumbest things, and i wont have Alec to just make me laugh 24/7. I dont know how i am going to live without those two! And every Tuesday chelsea wont be there to give me a back massage haha. I wont have lizzy to be mean to and occasionally nice to :), i wont have beth next to my locker every day for me to say BETHANY! Justin wont be able to give me mints (even though he charges me 10 cents..JERK)! Ben wont be there to give me a big bear hug and call me Katelyn Jane. And i wont have amy whispering in my eat "DD" or "BT" haha. I am just going to miss all the little things and the people in my class. So i am kind of looking forward to 2014, but mostly not considering we graduate. So i wish that 2013 could stay just a little longer, so i have longer with these people.

week fifteen.

SNOW. the worst four letter word you will ever hear. the only good thing about snow is the very first time it snows, because it look so pretty, then it will ruin your life. Most of the time it is unbearably cold. Going outside is dangerous. Snow makes ice, and ice makes everything slippery. By the time the snow is finally gone, it is still in your memory with a bruise on your booty. Snow also makes your feet cold. Without proper shoes, your feet and socks will be soaked in 2.5 seconds. I guess being a kid you will actually have fun in the snow. Kids have snow ball fights, make snow forts and snowmen, and can also go sledding. so if you want to hear about fun in the snow, asks children. One good advice to you is do not eat the yellow snow.

week fourteen.

If i could go back in time, I would change the fact that i shut my step-dad out of my life because i took my moms side on things. I would talk to him as much as i could, acknowledge him whenever he came to get my brother and sister. I would spend as much time with him as possibly. I would actually do anything i possibly could just to see him one last time. That would seriously be the best thing ever. Just seeing him in my dreams helps a little. But it would be really nice if i had a good relationship with him before he passed away. I wouldnt take him for granted and i wouldnt not talk to him just because of my mom. I would love to hug him one more time. So the decision of me shutting him out of my life, the day i decided to, i would think it through and decide not to shut him out of my life. Because he was so important to me, i made a very bad decision in shutting him out.

week thirteen.

OMG i freaking hate these weird humans. What kind of monsters want to eat turkey?? I really dont think i would taste that good to where they have to eat turkey every thanksgiving. What can i do to escape this massacre? I have an idea. When they come to find me i will run around like a wild animal and start crapping all over the place. Nobody wants a crapping turkey. Seriously though, that sounds like a good plan to me. Ill make sure i eat something really nasty so my crap looks disgusting. That has to work. I know i wouldnt want a human if they were pooping all over the place while i was trying to catch them.